Have you gotten to the point in your showing...?

when you go to a show have you gotten to the point where you don't care if you place well you just want your horse to get through the cl with out having a melt down? i think i am there now, i know its disappointing if you get a second out of 2 people, like tonight we are trying showmanship with my horse for the first time at a show, and we taught her how to pivot this morning in 10 min. and i have a gut Instinct that we aren't going to do very well. but i don't really care, i Just want to get her through the cl with out having a giant hissy fit, melt down (based on those words right there you'd think she was a 4 or 5 year old not a 22 year old!)